hush

Dear ex-girlfriend,

I don’t know you read this or not.. i want to tell u a secret.. I can see your life.. but i can’t say anything about it.. i wish u see what happen to me all day, which it good or bad… hush.. though you know the reason why.. :) i know we can’t turn back time.. honestly, i miss our memories..*a lot.. i don’t know you realize or not.. but i realize.. haish..

once in a while..we did the stupid mistake in this friendship.. i know.. we are so wrong.. i try to forget about u as u try to do so.. ahhh.. i still keep our picture.. ngehee.. i am so sure u still keep my picture toO.. right?? haaaa…

i know u feel me too, u see me too, u heard about me too.. unfortunately, the reality is.. we just hate to be so true..i don’t know, i hurt u.. we break each other.. i don’t know what to do when people around me ask about u.. what r u doing now, are u still here, are u ok.. and whatever the thing that .i dont know whether it is good or not.. because we know, nobody know about what the truly happen to us.. i just wish someday u will say hi back to me.. but what i can see now is different.. we’ve change.. i also can’t do anything.. we lost all the thing.. its been a year.. i dont know u realize or not.. or maybe.. its just a fate.. i know, u fucking hates me… but i also got the confident that u still care n think about me..hihi.. what i want to say is sorry, maybe i am the person that always behind the wall waiting for miracle but nothing happen..damn me.. u were right again babe.. i can’t forget every moment that we’ve spend together.. shame on me to be like this.. me is me.. i never change at all, and i know, u are not change at all too.. well, we got our ego and our emo’s.. LOL.. i guess i have said everything that i wanted to said.. even without ur permission.. but please, treat me like a friend again.. i don’t know, because what i know is, u still the same u.. right? hey, seriesly now, i miss everything about us..

sorry to feel this way..~ XoXo