truly life™

Now everything gonna be ok ..i dunno what will happen in the next day~ yes, i always thinking bout the future~ my future with my man..lalala~ who cares? but i care bout it..i care bout my friend..i cares bout my family~ also i care bout people who always care bout me..yuh, life is too short here..i dunno how long i can stay be like this..be like freakin girl, i do the same thing evryday~ ngehehe..whatever~ yesterday, i fight again.. fight about nothing ..get mad..but its b ok like nothing happen~ngehe, he make it easy when we fight ~ nah, only i know the feeling~ 2my nadia i hope she will be ok day by day~ and i also wish that she will get the better life.. LOVE sometime so damn hurt! and the others people still have to learn bout it~ ofcourse i have learn bout it too.. everything gonna be OK right? and my heart will be OK too~ just take ur breath n release it..chill and think about what the important 1st before we face it~ herm...i think cry is the best to release my sadnes...

" Love is a temporary madness . It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision . You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness , it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion . That is just being "in love " which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. - Captain Corelli's Mandolin.   Love is a lot of sexuality+romantics+chill+happy+heart..yes, every couple sometime have a trouble in a relationship~ kinda bored when we talk about it.....

sebuah kisah.... dipondok2 hentian rehat di taman layang2, kelihatan sosok2 aneh..ia kelihatan seperti bergerak2. .dgn asap2 yg berlalu ke awan biru menaikkan keghairahanku utk meneliti apa yg telah kulihat.. semakin dekat aku memerhati.. bau asap semakin kuat~ aku keliru mengapa terjadikan keadaan seperti ini dilewat senja yg menanti malam~ lantas ku perhati, namun, bahu ku disentap..ku alihkan kepalaku ke belakang utk mengetahui siapa yg menyentapku~ rupe2nye hayat n tila~ yg sedang asyik kuperhati tu adalah 2makhluk tuhan sedang berdating (xmo cite lbh lnjutkan~) hahahah..   hehe..seronoknyer g joging kat tmn layang2!! haha..   nohorom mula2 plan nk g ngn mama n ayah..lepas tu lepasje mkn tengahari..ayh mcm xmo g jer..mamapon ckp xnk..adoi~ so, lepak2la..dlm pukul 4 mcm tu aku lantas menelifonla hayat. call3 dia tgh ketiduran (jgn tido petang!) so, aku just ajk2 ayamla nk g joging..mule2 dia mls nk g..pstu aku trus off hp..sbb da dia kata mlaskan?xlama tu ...

  Today hayat ask me to search on youtube about this old women [Susan Boyle]~ She got a perfect voice, its so incredible when i hear her voices.. me shock too babe! well, this is the way she are..  go Grandma! hahaha ^^

~ temani aku~ Layaknya gelap malam   Yang indah karna bintang   Woo... hoo... woo... Layaknya sang penyair Yang elok karna puisi   Woo... hoo... woo... Ah... a... a... ah...   Bagiku kau bintang   Ah... a... a... ah...   Selayaknya puisi Tetaplah di sini peri kecilku   Ah... a... a... ah...   Bagiku kau bintang   Ah... a... a... ah...   Selayaknya puisi Temani aku selamanya   Selamanya... Selamanya...   selamanya...Selamanya...   sejak 2-3 menjakni..hidup agak membosankan (no fun)..herm..hari2 buat kje sameje.g kje blk keje, mandi, masak, kemas2..then tido~ herm..bosankan hidup remaja sepertiku! nak2 pulok sekarangni aku cuti semkan.. lagi membosankan.. sbtu ahad nak huha2 pon terhad sikit.. hahahaa, klu tak dulu adela masa nk berso~sial sedikit yah.. hm, kalu aku jd the sim, msti da mmpos n jadi antu sbb xde org nak tnm mayat aku tu.. hahahah.. tp~ lepas hyt di tranfer ke sini.....

Pagi2 kami da bertolak kluar..~pastu,hayat lak ckp beliau sdg kalaparan, then ajak aku g mam dlu,okla,aku pon joinla dia g mam..sbb akupon xmkn ag!! XP so,ktorg g r mam kt tupei2..haha, klaka gile bile tringat dulu aku ada tslh sbot kat nad tikus2, hahahah! bodojer.. [' -_-] maka, kamipon pergila ke tupai2 tu..tgk kt istana mcm ada functionjer..tringin plak aku nk join guard tu nek kuda tu!haha~jadi kami sesampe je kat situ, mmg xrame org lgler..kmi tawaf cr port baik punyer!almaklumler kolumpo skrg ni paneh bebeno..dpt kne kipas sedap rsnyer..hahaha~ si hyt plak esek tslh sbotjer nk mam kt kunang2..hihi..pagi lg kot..klu nk g kunang2 mlm2 baru best!baru romantis gitu! [^.^] ..atenyer, g le melepak di tupai2 tu,selame yg kami nakler, a'ha~ makanan yg kami jamah pd hari ini!nyum2!!hihi..kami mmg suke makan! lepas makan..erp!mmg sesangatler kenyang!smpai xle bangun,prot da boroi jer..heh3..dala pns,sekbek dpt dok kt tmpt sjuk2 ala2 asli org asli gitu..kui2.. [^_^] si h...

xhbs2 Oldtown.. well,tmpt fevret kami.. ni gamba aku n jiha.. lil sis Hayat, sgt chantex,Gebu n Putih! hihi..rmbutnye mmg taknak kalah panjang ya amat! huhu..jeles gak kekadang..[promot adik diake?ow xla..] masa ni aku dgn berpakaian baju kurung baru balik keje..hayat baru blik dr kluang trus amik aku..so dia bwkla aku g mamam kat shini! ^^ Trimas hayat! apa yg akhirnye ea? yup,dia uda trnfer keje kt sini..sbb this week dia da kne prepair smbung U kan..tumpang bangga aku..even UITM sekalipon,tp aku jamin dia le bjaya..hihi Love him~

haha.. sakit? aku? oh no kamu..i dun think so la..sebab antibodyku kuat ok! hihi.. actualy sjak 2-3-4-5-30 harini aku asyik seme2.. bkn seme2 la.. lbh kurg xle nak nafas ..pastu sesak2 jer rs.. banyak kahak kot.. sebab akuni xreti buang kahak.. n idong aku ni plak meragam.. berair idong je.. kdg2 tu bedarah ..tp bedarah tu aku rs da biasa sebabnye aku ni xle panas...mmg xthn pns.. sjuk sgtpon xle.. tp skrgni mmg aku tnsion sgtla! asyik2 berair idong .. even aku da hmbos 2-3 juta kali..ia tetap mengalir ..haish,ntahla..kdg2 pening pon ada.tp mls nk pk sgt..mmber ade siap ckp h1n1 la apela..but i realy dun think so..sbb aku kuat n xdemampon..nk kata bdn lemahpon xde,1jerla HIDUNG BERAIR ! mcm budak2 kecikpon adekan?hihi.. trimas..semoga aku cepat semboh!

alkisahla plan mau kua betiga..tp mlgnyer zai plak balik lmbat..so we all kua berdua jela..h aha mcm biasa kami akan kua mlm2..lewat gitu! pstu jd cm xtntu arah..hihi tp kureng syiok sebab zai xfollow skali..so,mcm agak2 kurengla timeni..hihi then ktorg mule2 nk jmp mmber lenla..tp mereka plak semuaaaaaa sebok memanjang..xdpt dtgla,seganla..tunang adala..haish.. so, berdua lebih baikjela kay? nak dijadikan cite ag..timeni my hayat Odway dr kluang balik kL..jadi agak2 marah gak aku kua lewat2ni..tp keadaan jd tenang bila dia da smpai cni..sebabnyer..diapon g lepak dgn mmbr dia..ajk jmpe xmau plak!! so, bile lapa,mulela ktorg mencari2 mknn..lastly mam KFC jer..tu pon xhbs..hahaha haniey plak xhbs2 dr td msg2 mmber..ngah2..adakah aku mmbosankan? ('._.) ktorg amik gmba then mms kt dorg! hahahaha..

best giler Trailer New moon.. argh!rsa nak menjeritjer!! seriesly aku memang gile dengan epic epic cam vampire etc ni... hihi...ak nak tgk!xpedulik!even lmbt lg..but i kno d place yg cepat2 aja..hahahaha...excitednyer!! hihi...OMG,jacob jd wolfla..hihi..even da tau jln citenye..aku ttp mahu menyaksikan kehebatan jacob tu..haha.. best giler dowh! blum pape aku da booking hayat!nak g tgk!n carik CD original dia!!hihi.. (blum lgla syg..sbr k) tu jer dia tau ckp kan..ah!yg pnting gue mmg gilak mau nonton!even xaddict nonton..tp utk movie ini!!gue addicted bangat nonton movieni..hihi..^^ thanks la cepatje dorg siapkan citeni..lpsni cpt2la hang siapkan eclipse plak k..haha,adore gilak ngn citeni..bkn sbb hero or heroin or jacob k..tp sebab cite dia mmg gempak!!mmg best!i like vmpire!hihi...suke sgt! a'ha.. ^^ my lips like sugar~ didabedidabeda!